Tuesday, February 27, 2007

I am angry


I hope that it is a long long time before I ever have to shop at Target again. I can’t stand that store. Not only did it take me twice as long to find what I needed, I ended up paying twice as much as I expected. And when I had finally made it through my list, I had no idea where the checkouts were. I was lost in an unfamiliar land of disgustingly skillful graphic design.
I happened upon a checkout and checked out. The cashier said, “Do you want a Target Redcard?” But really he said, “Djawannadargerekar?”

“A what?” I asked.”

“Adargar eckar. You can save 10%.”

I imagined a little keychain fob with red and white circles on it and thought back to how much I regretted never just getting a Hilander card during high school. And 10% is even better than the deals for cardholders at Hilander.

So I said sure and filled out the information they needed. Nothing too abnormal. Then he hands me the rest of the information and I instantly realize that they have signed me up for a credit card. So then I am really angry, but I have already spent at least forty minutes in the store, so I jut want to leave.

As I hastily put away my wallet and gathered my purchases, I heard the next-aisle cashier say to my cashier, “You got a Redcard? I’ve been trying to push them all day and I haven’t gotten anyone. They keep turning me down.”

I was furious. Now I wasn’t just a stupid girl who can’t tell a credit card scam when she sees one, I was the victim of their competition for commission. He had got me.

After wandering around the parking lot and finally finding my car, I sat down and took a look at the paperwork he had given me. What did 10% really mean? I found the section that said, “Shop RED. Get 10% off. Again. Again. And again.” The fine print reads, “Every time you use your REDcard, you will earn Target Rewards points. Every time you reach 1,000 points you’ll get another 10% off day at Target.”

So that’s what “You can get 10% off” means. I threw the paper down on the passenger seat and drove away from that stupid store.

Why did I choose to shop at Target anyway? It’s not like that was the first time I’ve been treated rudely at a Target. Well, first, because it is a little closer to school than the Wal-Mart. But mostly because in Social Justice Chapter we’ve been discussing how so many of our products are made by child laborers who never are able to receive an education or in sweatshops where they pay the workers fifteen cents an hour and force them to work ninety hours a week. And we’ve discussed that, in order to maintain its low prices, Wal-Mart is especially guilty of cooperating with and even setting up many of these factories, more guilty than stores like Target.

The only reason we can afford to have twenty t-shirts that we never use in our closets is because the people who make them can hardly afford one. So because Target has allegedly been less exploitative of its workers, I decided to shop there. Except today they made me feel exploited.

Anyway, I don’t know if shopping there makes any difference at all. I still bought Suave shampoo, Avery binders, and Nestle chocolate chips. They come from the same factory, and there’s no easy way to find out the conditions in these places. All department stores here routinely take advantage of extremely cheap labor in other countries and the cheap labor of trafficked human beings. The people who make our products are trapped between grueling, underpaid work and no work at all. They are slaves to the system that is so good to us. And if the best I can do to stop this is to shop at Target instead of Wal-Mart, it is a sad day.

So, I’m angry. I’m angry at mr. mumbling cashier. I’m angry at Target and there smooth, stealthy advertising (a turnoff to a career in graphic design). I’m angry at the companies who pay their workers wages that will never allow them to get out of debt and move on. I’m angry at the traffickers who tell foreigners that they’ll bring them to the United States and give them a job, only to lock them up in a factory when they get here.

But I’m not going to fall asleep tonight angry. I’m going to fall asleep dreaming of a store where everything is easy to find and my money goes to the people who deserve it. And there will be no credit card offers at this store.

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Excuses:


There are plenty of good reasons why I haven’t really cracked a book since Wednesday night:

Amy came to visit and we were busy having delightful conversations and being friends.

We attended chapel with Justin McRoberts and got to have lunch with him.

The Social Justice Chapter hosted Justin McRoberts in concert that night.

Esther and I needed to take some more personality tests.

I went to see “Amazing Grace” in the theater today. You should too.

I didn’t have much homework due Friday, so I finished everything Wednesday night.

I am tired.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

I saw a Robin yesterday


I saw a robin yesterday,
Or was it the day before?
At any rate, I saw it
On my way back from the store.

I heard it twirt and chipper
I saw it light upon the stone.
I smelled the smell of melting snow
I felt warmth in my bones.

This winter came and went so fast,
(at least I think it’s going.)
Today I didn’t wear a coat,
Last week we joyed for snowing.

Four little puppies once did gather
The snow up in a pile
But I will watch this winter melt
And skip and sing and smile.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

stall art



That time in the bathroom stall is more than just a time of physical release, it is a time to release inner emotion s and thoughts.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Valentines Day with my mac


Imagine handling 1245 emails per semester within a Windows based web-mail system that didn’t work right on a Mac. I couldn’t search the email, I couldn’t keep an address book, and I couldn’t see if I had gotten any emails without typing in my username and password– no “remember me on this computer” for this one. No keyboard shortcuts, no graphical user interface, no message preview.

But all that has changed, many thanks to Nathan and the helpful, though busy and mac illiterate, computer services department of TCC. That was the triumph of the week. What superbly awesome thing is going to occur next?

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

:38


I looked at the clock at 9:38, 10:38, 11:38, and 1:38. I think at 12:38 I was in the art lab, so… yeah.

Monday, February 12, 2007

what we did


Lori and I spent some good quality time together this weekend. We went to see the Southwest Symphony Orchestra. We made up half of the students who walked from the dorms to the chapel to pay five dollars to see this local orchestra perform. We also skipped some sleep to talk late into the night.

Other things I did this weekend: benefit coffeehouse shindig for the homeless; singing with gospel choir for the Multicultural Alumni Network; eating with them because not very many multicultural alumni came; finding out that Kim nee. Ritzema and I both had the same room our freshman years; making stew in my crockpot; going downtown with Sunday Snacks to hand out lunches, coats, socks, and blankets; doing homework.

Wednesday, February 7, 2007

moving through the ranks


Yes, indeed, 18 credits last semester, 32 test based credits from AP, CLEP, and the Spanish entrance exam, 10 dual-credit credits, one FYF credit and two interim credits means that I am a junior. And no, just in case you are wondering, I am not planning on graduating early.

Monday, February 5, 2007

Cold


It is very cold and I want to snuggle under the covers and sleep until noon, like I did on Saturday.