Thursday, March 29, 2007

Spring Break


I had a good spring break. I got twenty-four hours more teacher aiding in. I now have only seven hours left to do this semester–and only seven weeks to do it in. I did not catch up on sleep and I did not get ahead on homework. Lori visited and I got to show her around the area. I filed my taxes and did the FAFSA. I watched Alissa run in a track meet. I performed Jabberwockiy at a talent show. There was a potluck at church.

Now I am back and the rest of the school year is going to go too fast.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Spring

A winsom-weathered weekend.

We started by driving to Dominick’s and finding flowers to fit a friend with a ruptured appendix. Then we headed to the hospital to see and support our sleeping sister.

Before supper I biked my mail to a box. Our evening entertainment included the Jazz Band and Ferris Bueller’s Day Off. I told myself as I sank into the sack that I should sleep until eleven.

I slept until 11:20, then bounced out of bed to load up my laundry. Lunch was in the gym, where we watched the wheelchair basketball game between the Wheelchair Bulls and the Trinity Trolls. Our team’s arms were aching.

After cleaning my corner, an amiga arrived to ask about some pronunciation problems. As I tutored Gloria, my new hispanic friend, on tricky words like “childhood” and “confusion,” I felt entirely in my element.

The quintessential sunshine summoned us to the tennis courts at the high school. It was my first time to try tennis, and I am not terribly talented at this activity. But it was fun.

We returned to ready ourselves for ushering at the Court Theatre on the south side. We rode in with the theatre director and his lovely wife. Viewing Flyin’ West for free was a fabulous favor offered in exchange for ripping tickets and saying “please turn your cell phones off” five hundred times.

It was almost time to change our clocks when I finally fell into bed. Not long enough later, I got up to go to church. After that I made myself a meal and slept with Shakespeare on my lap.

I took the long route all through the neighborhood to Liz’s vocal recital. Her lovely voice sang of spring.

"My soul hears by sight,
As to glorify the Creator
All things shout for joy, all things laugh.
Only listen: the splendor of the
Blossoming spring is the speech of nature,
Which plainly through our looking
Speaks to us everywhere."

. . . . .

I finally fished my roller blades out of my trunk and tried them out. I can’t brake when going downhill. But the warmth of the sun made it okay that I always had to coast to a stop and turn around to go back up to where I wanted to be.
All too soon the day was done and I had to come inside, settle down, and do my homework.

"When the streams turn pink in the setting sun,
And a slight shudder rushes through the wheat fields,
A plea for happiness seems to rise out of all things
And it climbs up towards the troubled heart.
A plea to relish the charm of life
While there is youth and the evening is fair,
For we pass away, as the wave passes;
The wave to the sea, we to the grave."



Thursday, March 1, 2007

Aha!


Now I know where the movie Benny and Joon got the idea to make grilled cheese sandwiches with an iron. I quote Shakespeare’s Henry V, Act II, scene i: “I dare not fight, but I will wink and hold out mine iron. It is a simple one, but what though? It will toast cheese.”


Indeed.

Got him.

The second asian lady beetle of my winter at Trinity dropped in on my tonight. Although they had been on a lovely sabbatical, my survival instincts kicked right in and the ladybug was soon enveloped in duct tape.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

I am angry


I hope that it is a long long time before I ever have to shop at Target again. I can’t stand that store. Not only did it take me twice as long to find what I needed, I ended up paying twice as much as I expected. And when I had finally made it through my list, I had no idea where the checkouts were. I was lost in an unfamiliar land of disgustingly skillful graphic design.
I happened upon a checkout and checked out. The cashier said, “Do you want a Target Redcard?” But really he said, “Djawannadargerekar?”

“A what?” I asked.”

“Adargar eckar. You can save 10%.”

I imagined a little keychain fob with red and white circles on it and thought back to how much I regretted never just getting a Hilander card during high school. And 10% is even better than the deals for cardholders at Hilander.

So I said sure and filled out the information they needed. Nothing too abnormal. Then he hands me the rest of the information and I instantly realize that they have signed me up for a credit card. So then I am really angry, but I have already spent at least forty minutes in the store, so I jut want to leave.

As I hastily put away my wallet and gathered my purchases, I heard the next-aisle cashier say to my cashier, “You got a Redcard? I’ve been trying to push them all day and I haven’t gotten anyone. They keep turning me down.”

I was furious. Now I wasn’t just a stupid girl who can’t tell a credit card scam when she sees one, I was the victim of their competition for commission. He had got me.

After wandering around the parking lot and finally finding my car, I sat down and took a look at the paperwork he had given me. What did 10% really mean? I found the section that said, “Shop RED. Get 10% off. Again. Again. And again.” The fine print reads, “Every time you use your REDcard, you will earn Target Rewards points. Every time you reach 1,000 points you’ll get another 10% off day at Target.”

So that’s what “You can get 10% off” means. I threw the paper down on the passenger seat and drove away from that stupid store.

Why did I choose to shop at Target anyway? It’s not like that was the first time I’ve been treated rudely at a Target. Well, first, because it is a little closer to school than the Wal-Mart. But mostly because in Social Justice Chapter we’ve been discussing how so many of our products are made by child laborers who never are able to receive an education or in sweatshops where they pay the workers fifteen cents an hour and force them to work ninety hours a week. And we’ve discussed that, in order to maintain its low prices, Wal-Mart is especially guilty of cooperating with and even setting up many of these factories, more guilty than stores like Target.

The only reason we can afford to have twenty t-shirts that we never use in our closets is because the people who make them can hardly afford one. So because Target has allegedly been less exploitative of its workers, I decided to shop there. Except today they made me feel exploited.

Anyway, I don’t know if shopping there makes any difference at all. I still bought Suave shampoo, Avery binders, and Nestle chocolate chips. They come from the same factory, and there’s no easy way to find out the conditions in these places. All department stores here routinely take advantage of extremely cheap labor in other countries and the cheap labor of trafficked human beings. The people who make our products are trapped between grueling, underpaid work and no work at all. They are slaves to the system that is so good to us. And if the best I can do to stop this is to shop at Target instead of Wal-Mart, it is a sad day.

So, I’m angry. I’m angry at mr. mumbling cashier. I’m angry at Target and there smooth, stealthy advertising (a turnoff to a career in graphic design). I’m angry at the companies who pay their workers wages that will never allow them to get out of debt and move on. I’m angry at the traffickers who tell foreigners that they’ll bring them to the United States and give them a job, only to lock them up in a factory when they get here.

But I’m not going to fall asleep tonight angry. I’m going to fall asleep dreaming of a store where everything is easy to find and my money goes to the people who deserve it. And there will be no credit card offers at this store.

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Excuses:


There are plenty of good reasons why I haven’t really cracked a book since Wednesday night:

Amy came to visit and we were busy having delightful conversations and being friends.

We attended chapel with Justin McRoberts and got to have lunch with him.

The Social Justice Chapter hosted Justin McRoberts in concert that night.

Esther and I needed to take some more personality tests.

I went to see “Amazing Grace” in the theater today. You should too.

I didn’t have much homework due Friday, so I finished everything Wednesday night.

I am tired.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

I saw a Robin yesterday


I saw a robin yesterday,
Or was it the day before?
At any rate, I saw it
On my way back from the store.

I heard it twirt and chipper
I saw it light upon the stone.
I smelled the smell of melting snow
I felt warmth in my bones.

This winter came and went so fast,
(at least I think it’s going.)
Today I didn’t wear a coat,
Last week we joyed for snowing.

Four little puppies once did gather
The snow up in a pile
But I will watch this winter melt
And skip and sing and smile.